New Wife Life

As Eddie and I come up on our ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY, I have been thinking about how far we have come! We now have a beautiful home, a new car, and a sweet puppy! I am totally loving the new wife life! Not for the material things, but because I am spending everyday with an AMAZING man! :) 

Even though everything is going wonderfully, I am still so insecure about the dumbest thing.....COOKING!! One of my silly little fears is not cooking as well as my Mama!! Here lately, however, I have been kicking butt in the kitchen!! I made vegetable beef soup and chili for the first time!! When I tell you it was the BOMB, I am so serious!! So, now I am a little more confident wearing my chef hat! So, if you have any fun and EASY recipes for me, send them my way!!!

Just believe a little...

I recently took my Special Education Praxis, which was pretty freaking hard. The week leading up to it I was so nervous! I probably cried at least once everyday and twice the day of! Eddie told me that if I couldn't believe in myself, why should anyone believe in me? He had to be hard on me for me to understand that I COULD do it! And....I DID!!

Now that I have passed my test I have to start my licensing program, TMI. Totally NOT looking forward to that!! But, ya gotta do what ya gotta do!!! :) This is my dream and I will do everything to obtain it!! Recently though I have started to get scared to death of finding a job and doing well! What if I can't find a job? What if the people I work with don't think I am a good teacher? What if, what if, WHAT IF??