Wednesday, June 6, 2012

And we're the best group of friends that anyone could have!

I haven't posted in a while because I just didn't really know where to begin with what I wanted to say.  I think I figured it out.  This subject had been on my mind for a LOOOOONG time and now I need to finally get it off my chest.  Here we go.....

I went to a baby shower the other day and it was so lovely.  The mother-to-be is the sweetest woman and I can't wait to meet her sweet little girl.  Her friend since 2nd grade threw the shower for her.  I then realized that I don't have a friend that I have know that long.  I have HAD a friend that I became friends with around the 7th or 8th grade, but that is long time over.  She was my best friend, through thick and thin, through good times and bad.  We went through a lot together but apparently my wedding was what tore us apart.  You would think I would have let it go by now, BUT that's not how I roll.  The disappointment that I felt in her during the planning of it and the DAY OF is indescribable.  She went completely nuts-o! I wish that I could let it go, but I can't.  I am not sure why, but I just can't.  I have to get over the fact that I don't have that best friend since 2nd grade but I DO have the most amazing AMAZING friends that I have met over the years.  I wouldn't trade my group of friends for anything.  These are the people that I can depend on for anything. No matter where they live or what they have going on in their lives, I can ALWAYS lean on them.  I love my friends.  It's hard to lose a best friend of so many years, but it made it so easy when I had these girls in my life.  I am so grateful for my friends. I love you girls!















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